Friday, August 20, 2004

This Ruined Puzzle

At what point is love not enough? At what point is the pain just not worth the pleasure anymore? How do you decide that? How does anyone?

Yes, I Love her. That is without a doubt. But, when Scars are all you're made of, is that enough? I've heard the same lies said about me so many times that I begin to doubt mysel. Could I actually do those things? I know I didn't, but could I? Nothing good can come of that.
Am I capable of evil? You better Fucking believe it! Does that make me Evil? If so, we're all doomed.
I'm constantly told that the Bible says that thinking a sin is the same as committing it.
What?!?
I'm sorry, but I still believe in Free Will! If I want to do something and I don't do it, then I am stronger than it! I am more than Biology! I am more than Desire!
But, will that keep me warm at night...

JHO

1 Comments:

Blogger Wihtstan said...

Sometimes the best of people must continue doing the right thing, even when those closest to him lack faith. Goodness is sometimes the hardest of paths to find friends and supporters on in this society. Those who one cares about yet can't believe or understand the path one walks, despite ones best efforts, present the hardest of challenges.

Ok, so I may not be the best armchair philosopher, but unfortunately it doesn't seem to stop me :)

Sunday, February 06, 2005 11:57:00 AM  

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